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suicide. a frightening thought. 'if you had to, how would you?'
strange. it never occurred to me that people had a preference.

jumping off a building is the road to no return. suicide by gun, not so much.
yes, load it up and be done with it. ten seconds, tops.
but, if you had second thoughts, you could put it down.

same with pills. there's a chance you will wake up.
but on the other hand; being hundreds of feet in the air, stepping off that ledge
it's over, it's done.

no redo, no rewind. you cannot change your mind.
and for the few last seconds that you are falling--freedom. you're free.
close your eyes. fly away. over the stars.
:iconorganizedchaos69:

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so if you wanna burn yourself remember that i love you
and if you wanna cut yourself remember that i love you
and if you wanna kill yourself remember that i love you
call me up before your dead, we can make some plans instead
send me an IM, i'll be your friend!

~ loose lips, kimya dawson

please, don't leave. i'll be your friend. c:

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That's... eerily powerful. I'm afraid of heights so it might have affected me differently. But when I thought about it (everyone has.) That is how I'd want to go if everything really was hopeless (its not.)

Because then, in those last few seconds, I'd get to conquer irreversibly my fear of heights, and then I really would be free.

I love living too much to die, but if I had to go, that's how I'd go.
:iconorganizedchaos69:
whoa, i'm scared of heights too!
..mm, it's truly inspirational to know someone thinks as deeply as i do on such touchy subjects.

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